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tired I'm not sure if anyone outside of Aaron and I has a case of the extra-powerful insomnias, but I'd like to know it's not something else. Like cancer.
Cancer of the sleepy.
And reading Fight Club as an attempted cure for your insomnia is NOT a good plan. Good book, but plants bad thoughts in your head at 6 in the morning when you only attempt to sleep because society says you should try and you've run out of book.
If I start flying around the country in my sleep and starting underground violence parties, someone let me know.
I think I need to go on a neverending quest to find sleeping pills.
Maybe when the hidden threat of school is off my mind, I won't have trouble sleeping.
It's just too bad my brain becomes disconnected from my hands at this time of the morning, or I would use my extra time to draw shit.
Perhaps the first time boredom will STOP my artist's block.
I don't know. I find myself floundering and seemingly having extra time and worrying.
And still not getting anything done.
I'll be in the Orlando vacinity until Thursday night doing the Orientation thing. And then.
omgz. Harry Potter and the squealiness of the fangirl.
Seriously.
July 12 2005, 10:58:12 UTC 6 years ago
when i do go to bed, it's around 7 in the morning..waking up around 3:30.
some nights i stay up too late, to the point where the sun is out really bright. and then there's no use even trying to sleep.
the sunlight gets in everywhere. pillow over my head, it still gets at my eyes and i can't sleep.
some internal voice says "Hey, that's the sun. Get the fuck out of bed, sleep or not. You should have thought about this before you stayed up for 2 days straight. NOW MOVE!"
bad thing is, without my door, i can't watch movies or do anything on my computer, because if it's on my parents will know and it'll be more hell to pay.
and the hand coordination..i lose it too. my handwriting is so poor at night like this.
don't worry about school, we're going to grow up and kick everyone's asses with all the shit we learn...then forget due to drinking too much and have to learn all over again...
i may actually be transferring after only a semester, so if it's possible, i'll see you there
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only thing i can even think to say about that is..HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and it's about damn time you read some Palahniuk.
July 12 2005, 17:54:09 UTC 6 years ago
I'm not sure if you'd have to wait the year out, or could do the semester thing. I'm really so in the dark about most of UCF. They're kinda flakey. A lot.
I still want to hang out. <3
Maybe after we both get some sleep and read HP.
July 12 2005, 22:47:12 UTC 6 years ago